Tuesday, January 24, 2006 @ 8:15 PM
something was wrong. i could sense it, but i didn't know what was it.
till she called me.
and i knew what was wrong.
i feel a great burden in my heart for her and her two sheep. oh Lord, i cry out for them. please Lord, help them O God. keep her strong despite everything, and soften her sheep hearts that they would understand everything she did for them.
oh God. why is this anger rising in me?
yes. i am angry. very angry. how could they accuse her for forcing them to go for cg and service when she never? i am angry, that they accused her. didn't they know how much she'd cried for them, and everything that she had ever done for them.
and i am sad. so sad.
i couldn't really be angry with them. they didn't reali understand everything. and she is not someone who expresses her feelings that easily. but God- please, help them.
pull them through. help them. let them draw nearer to You. let them love each other in great unity.
oh God. You know our prayers. please, please, please. please Bless her and her sheep like how You blessed everyone else.
i know she can pull it through. and i know they'll be fine. but Lord-
please.